This week we have been studying Psalm 126 which reminds us that when you plant seeds of sorrow, God can give you a harvest of joy.
In my previous post, I talked about the difficulty of gardening, and how the psalmist uses that as a metaphor for life. But after all the clearing, tilling, weeding, and watering, when you finally get to reap a harvest, what happens? You are bursting with joy!
In the garden of life, this process might actually occur quite rapidly. You sometimes receive very quickly an answer to your prayer of lament, for example, and that fills you with joy and even laughter.
But other times the answer to your prayer requires long months of waiting. Remember Jesus’ parable of the widow who went before the judge, in Luke 18? The widow had an adversary, Jesus said, and she wanted help from the judge. Because she was a widow, in that society it meant she was in a fairly unprotected position. Normally her husband would help, but as a widow, her recourse was to ask the judge to intervene. Jesus doesn’t tell us the specifics of the problem the widow was having with the adversary, but he doesn’t need to describe the situation. What he wants us to know is that the judge wouldn’t hear the widow’s concern. He dismissed her. So she came back, and the judge dismissed her again. This went on for days, until finally the widow wore the judge down, and he helped her. Jesus’ goal, Luke tells us, was to teach the disciples to pray and not give up. We call that prevailing prayer. And sometimes lament can feel like that.
One of the most common refrains in the psalms of lament is the anguished question: “How long, O Lord?” Just like gardening can take a lot of hard work, and require a lot of patience, prayer of lament is sometimes an act of prevailing before the Lord, going back to him over and over.
Sometimes you don’t see the answer to that prayer until after you pass away. In those cases, God answers it posthumously.
This psalm reminds us that lament is like that.
Lament latches on to God and it doesn’t let go.
That kind of clinging to God is easy for some of us. Hard for others. If you have a more independent personality, you might struggle with asking God for help. You don’t ask hardly anyone for help. Most often you can figure it out on your own. And when I say that, please do not read me as accusing you of being arrogant. Instead yours is a genuine concern not to impose on others. It is a concern to take responsibility for your life, which is good. And so you rarely ask for help. Let me say to you that you need to learn to lament.
Or maybe you are the kind of person who is well aware of your lack of ability, and maybe you have gotten tired of lamenting, asking God for help. You can feel like all you do is lament, and it is getting you nowhere. Like the image in the psalm, you are sowing seeds of tears, but unlike the image in the psalm, you are not harvesting joy. You feel like giving up.
No matter where you are in your relationship with God, I encourage you to lament. And to hold on.